História You'll be mine Dabi x reader - The test

The blade ran across your skin, tracing risky paths with blood wich was dripping on the floor. The pain was exorbitant but you needed to feel something if it wasn't happiness it is pain then. You didn't know why you were doing that suddenly you remember your all the things that made you sad: you got bullied and you never met your father.

The fact that you don't know who your father is is more hurtful...

You stopped before you went too deep throught your skin.

Suddenly you felt like nothing was real like if you were a game... You start to zoom in on bathroom shelves...

You stopped for a moment to look at yourself in the mirror... you felt like you weren't enough to anyone... you were too skinny...or too fat... you didn't even knew how you looked like! But what could you do to have a perfect body? Maybe you should go on diet? Or exercise more? Or maybe eat less...

-Y/n??- it was Izuku

-Yes??

-It's dinner time you should come downstairs...

-Ok, I'm coming

You quickly clean your wrist and the floor. Then you hide your blade in your bedroom under the mattress.

You went downstairs to the dinnertable when suddenly you saw that the dinner was pizza.

You start to panic you need to loose weight not gain it!

-So Y/n how was your day?- your mom asks

You didn't even hear your mom you were trying to calculate how many calories a slice of pizza would have.

-Y/n?- asks Deku

-What?

-Are you okay honey, you seem tired

-I was just training at the park, tomorrow is the day of the test

-Ya, about that, are you nervous??- says Deku

-How can I not be? It's the number 1 hero school I'm really excited to go but nervous at the same time even tho I don't have a quirk...

-You're gonna pass this test I believe in you- says your mother

It has passed over 30 minutes and you didn't have a bite on your slice of pizza

-Honey, are yoy sure you okay? You seem different... you haven't eaten anything

-Oh, well I'm not hungry I ate a snack at the park

-Oh, ok honey you can go then

You went to your bedroom bringing a bottle of water to try to hide the hunger

The next day

You were anxious about the test but you went anyway.

When you arrived at the school you felt dizzy because you didn't eat your breakfeast because you "weren't hungry".

-Hi- one girl comes up to you smiling

-Hello!

-So... what's your quirk?

- I don't have one...

-OMG, really how are you going to do the test?

- I have my ways. Do you know anyone here?

-No, just you. My name is Kirari

-Nice to meet you. Mine is Y/n.

It was time to do the test when suddenly you saw that you couldn't have external equipment. SO HOW THE F*CK COULD YOU DO THIS TEST??

The time was almost over and you didn't even defeat one robot, suddenly you saw Kirari was going to get step by one of the robots so you run towards her and save her almlst getting stepped.

The time was over and you didn't defeat robots so you failed the test...