First and last black cock

Right around my 19th birthday I met a guy named Chris he was a black guy and I wanted to experience the bigger cock. Most guys who were fucking me were 5-7” and I was curious. We were at a party and everyone knew I was a sissy faggot. Most of them would get drunk and fuck me. I loved the attention and the cum lol. There was no secret that I would let anyone fuck me. As long as they came on my face. So Chris grabs my hand and we head into the woods. There is when I seen his monster it was about 10” but so thick I could barely get it in my mouth. I always carried KY jelly in my bag. So I lubed up really well. We we’re having trouble getting him even in me. I was ready to call it quits when he grabbed my hips and slammed it deep inside. I cried loudly and he covered my mouth with his hand. My stomach felt like I was going to puke the pain was so bad. I fought to get him out of me. But he just slammed away. He was a a****l. He thought it was funny as he used my pain for his pleasure. After he was done he came on my back. Pulled up his pants and went back to the party. I was crying and bleeding. Soon after a couple friends found me. Got me dressed and took me to the hospital. He tore me. From that day on I will never ever let a black man fuck me. Btw he went to jail and hopefully got the same treatment every day.