I Have A Secret

Hi Everyone,
Firstly, sorry I've been gone. Sometimes the complications of life interfer with my secret world. If you're reading this then you likely have seen my pics and some have seen my vids. Unfortunately, it's just pics for now. Anyway, as you can see, I love to suck cock and I very much enjoy the taste of cum. I honestly don't understand any woman that says she loves her man but dosent show much love for his cum. I'm just the opposite. I want to show my guy that his cum is VERY important to me. However, as much as I love cum I also LOVE the act of taking my time and giving slow succiluent head. For this woman, there is nothing more empowering or exciting.
Anyway, I'm now in my mid 50's, I live out in the middle of nowhere with a husband who isnt around very much. Mind you, it's far from bad. I've remained a good wife even though I know he cheats. When he's home, he's most often out with his buds. Of course, he will eventually stumble in drunk around 2 or 3 AM. When he finally comes to bed, I play the good wife. Sometimes he fucks me but most often it's a quick blowjob and he is sound asleep.
So, thta's my marriage. Stable, predictable, boring and stale...Year after year after year
And then I meet this guy that works in town that I found very attractive. I used to go in and buy stuff I didnt need just to see him. Even though I wear a wedding band, I think I gave him the impression I was available cause he asked if I would have a drink with him some night. I said sure. We hooked up 2 weeks later, went out for drinks and ended up making out in his car. I felt like I was in highschool again. For the most part, nothing happened that night but kissing but we both knew that was just the beginning. Eventually we went out again, had drinks and ended up in his car. This time it went farther but mostly just groping. The third time we met was during the day. We drove to a desolate gravel road miles from everything. There, we set up our own bar, and enjoyed a beautiful day. By late afternoon, we were both pretty drunk. We fooled around a bit leaning up against his car and eventually I was toppless. It was a warm breezy day and the soft wind on my bare skin was soothing....
I started kissing his neck and rubbed my tits against his chest and then slowly lowered myself till I was on my knees in front of him. We didnt look at each other or say a word as his shorts and boxers fell around his ankles. Finally, FINALLY, I was going to get to enjoy a brand new beautiful cock. I closed my eyes and completely got lost in the moment . Btw, that afternoon was the first time I felt like I had strayed outside my marriage. After years of knowing my husband had been with other women, I resisted the urge to cheat until I found someone that would fit in my complicated life. My secret lover would have to understand that I'm not leaving my husband.
That was four years ago. And although my life is even more complicated now, we still manage to see each other about once a month. Sometimes it's only for 30 minutes and sometimes it's for a couple hours. I may go 2 or 3 weeks and not hear from him and sometimes it's 2 or 3 weeks he dosent hear from me. However, nearly every 4 or 5 weeks we find a way to meet at our secret place on that desolate gravel road...
As the years have passed, we became more comfortable with our roles. I know as I drive to our secret place that I submit to all his desires and he will submit to mine. He always arrives early and sets up our little camp. As we party together, I'm required to remove my top which I'm always glad to do. I'm more proud of my boobs now than ever. I love slowly getting naked out in nature. Eventually I'm completely nude, sitting across from him and he is still clothed. I have to admit, I get really aroused touching myself for him. Even though I do it quite often, my husband has never wanted to watch me masturbate. Now a guy I still barely know is staring at my pussy. I cant even begin to describe how exciting that is. I love watching him as he watches me play with myself. Mind you, this is complete role play. I'm the woman behind the counter somewhere in Williamsburg that has a secret. Perhaps i'm just like a lot of unfullfiled women out there. I come across as sweet little country girl and for the most part I am. But....
I have a secret :-)