About

(PLEASE Please read Updates below)<br/><br/>I am a playfully romantic transvestite who is enchanted by the submissive, feminine lifestyle. I love to dress flirtatiously feminine in dark stockings, high heels and sexy lingerie. I have long brown hair, brown eyes and a slim build. 6 foot in stockings and size 16/18 I'm 49 years old. I am always clean and respectful and never want to make a scene.<br/><br/>I've become extremely happy with the female part of my life instead of trying to deny Rachel was part of me. ... though I'm becoming much less happy with the male part of my life, so much sometimes I could just scream.<br/>I've dressed since I was 8ish to varying degrees. I try to be as feminine as I can be (sometimes with quite good results!)<br/>I'm still learning about myself and where I am and where I would like to end up... it's a long journey, sometimes with hidden dips. I apologise to you if sometimes my conscience doesn't follow my subconscious - I think my subconscious knows more about me than I do!<br/><br/>I love being treated as a woman and love presents and compliments but nothing pleases me more than for me to treat a man as a man.<br/><br/>I'd love to visit a club properly dressed and made-up - that would be wonderful. [31/7/08 Been! and it was so wonderful it scared me a little, I think I enjoyed it too much! ... but I know I'd love to experience it again] I must go again!<br/><br/>I live in Walton-on-Thames but work during the week in Hayes. So if you are in between, or a short diversion, I'd love you to get in touch with me. I love to chat be it over a beer or a cup of tea :-)<br/><br/>I am unable to accommodate unless my wife is on holiday but can travel with plenty of notice.<br/><br/>If you would like to contact me please either email or call on Flickr - rachel_bitv_uk<br/>My email is rachel.bitv.uk#gmail.com Please replace the # with an @<br/><br/>My dream is to meet a man for whom I can be his girlfriend/mistress on a regular basis (or irregular...even just occasionally) - meeting up on the way home from work to please him would be heaven! I love nothing more than making someone else happy. Age is not a problem, I prefer older lovers as they can teach me more and they know what they desire.<br/><br/>Rachel<br/>X X X<br/><br/>*************************************************<br/>UPDATES<br/>26/02/2022 Finally done some updates to my profile! Hopefully the pandemic is loosing it's grip and we ill all be able to meet each other for a hug and much more ;-)<br/>Over the last two years I've learnt a lot about myself [mostly good!] - I really do need other people in my life if only for a hug and a kiss, I don't want to deny who I am and you only live once so make much more of it!<br/><br/>01/06/2019 Decided to return and be the real me :-) No hiding away anymore :-x<br/><br/>8/08/2017 I've just updated my email address as I didn't realise the old one had stopped working. I always replied from a different address....just thought the world had gone quiet!<br/>....still need to give this page a good update.<br/>Going to stay around more from now on :-)<br/><br/>17/02/2017 I really must update this!!<br/><br/>26/11/2014 I must update this as I now work over towards Heathrow and not down the A3 :-)<br/><br/>19/8/11 Wow!! I've been away for so long! I'm very sorry everyone for not answering your emails promptly :-( I've just been so busy with work over the last year. ....still need to go running, unfortunately with working too hard I rarely had the energy to go running.. must start again!! If anyone has any ideas as how I can loose a few pounds please let me know :-) :-x<br/><br/>2/7/10 Still no time to escape but I'm using my time wisely by ... going running in the evenings in an attempt to regain my figure! Lots of working and being too tired to do anything has affected my figure :-( So, time to do something about it, also it's something I can still do in the evenings after a long day using my brain! Still hope to escape but not holding my breath :-(<br/>Strange thing is I quite enjoy running but wish I had a better outfit!<br/><br/>18/5/10 No time home alone this year :-( Unfortunately I have to go on the family holiday - sounds as though I'm terrible doesn't it.. but it is the only time I can dress properly and spend more than an hour or so being me. I still need to find a way to be away from home so I can at least meet others. why do things never go the way you'd like them to? Work is still draining me of any energy I have - I'm not transsexual any more... I'm asexual!! I just wish I could have known 10 years ago what I know now, maybe I'd be living with a lovely man by now .... who knows. Can't go backwards, only forwards.<br/><br/>15/4/10 Where does all the time go!? Again I was possessed by the devil of work :-( Hopefully that is coming to an end... there's been a lull in the workload that looks like it should last a while :-) Spring is here and that always perks me up - I need a lot of perking after a drab winter! So, now I must answer all the lovely emails you've sent, Thank you so much!! :-x :-X I must keep on top of them!! :-x :-X<br/><br/>31/12/09 New Year's Eve... and I'm back!! I'm very sorry for being away for so long - work banished me to a far away place with nothing but a company laptop... when they mean it's just for work business they unfortunately mean it :( I managed to check my Flickr emails once in a blue moon at an 'internet cafe' but that was about it! Also to add to my pain I had a colleague (lap dog) accompanying me who is unfortunately straighter than straight and seems to worship me, so no dressing up either :-( It's strangely very nice to be back here at the companies main base where I can trick the firewall into giving me an encrypted squirt out into the internet! Also, what with it being New Year's Eve, it is very quiet here sO I am sat at my desk with a lovely matching set of bra, suspender belt and panties with black stockings underneath a lovely blouse, trousers and heels - I felt that a dress was too hard to hide, it's quiet but not deserted - I put my coat on to go and get a coffee covering my blouse and change my shoes :-( I know I should stand up for what I believe in but some battles are not worth the costs.. I need a job!<br/>This afternoon I will leave work and drive to my best friends for their NYE party ... where of course I will put on my best clothes - Fancy dress of course :-) I've not dressed properly for months! I can't wait!! Happy New Year to everyone and I will be available more often in the New Year!! I cannot wait to meet new friends and go to new places!! Now to answer all your lovely emails!! Thank you so much! :-X<br/>Rachel<br/>X X X<br/>12/11/09 Became married to work for awhile :( I am now working on joining a club in the evenings during the week so i can have an excuse to leave the house every-so-often to meet friends :-) ...devious?... maybe, but if it stops me loosing my mind then I think that is a good thing :-) ...watch this space... Please could you all pester me to get it all sorted out as I must go to at least one meeting so I don't get caught out in anyway - pester me please! :-) :-x<br/><br/>6/08/09 Picked the family up from the airport earlier... everything has to go back to 'normal' for another year :-( apart from the occasional outing :-) I do have some more photos of my lovely maid's dress ... you don't think it makes me look fat do you?.... More photos to put up in the next few days :-)<br/><br/>27/07/09 I'm now home all alone for a while and would love company :-) Please let me know if you would love a quiet evening together :-)<br/><br/>24/07/09 Arrived back from Japan 25 minutes ago! Time to do all my washing, have a bite to eat, get all my things ready for two weeks of being Me!! In Tokyo I bought a lovely maids dress and some toys which I hope to have photos of soon, either here or Flickr.<br/>Well, better start with the washing! Longing to meet people these two weeks if at all possible!! :-x :-X<br/><br/>9/07/09 Back from Japan soon to be with a lovely man who is very special to me :-) I can't wait to be back! :-X :-X<br/><br/>21/05/09 I MUST be me much more often, it's driving me Mad! Consoling myself with the knowledge that later in the year I'll be home alone! :-) and then I'll be me every hour there is! Must meet up with friends too! - if you'd like to visit me please send me an email :-) I'd love to see as many people as I can - you can never have too many friends :-) Would love to hear from anyone, I'll let you know when dates have been finalised. X X X<br/><br/>17/4/09 See below...still busy busy busy... but more than ever as the company has just merged and I have an opposite number at the other company...! .... bet I look better in a dress than he does!! Do you think I can add that into my skills matrix? Wish I could!<br/><br/>20/1/09 Happy New Year everyone ... and I must say I'm very sorry that I've not been around for what seems like ages :-( I'm finding that I'm only sat in front of the computer for 5mins at a time ..or the dreaded work gets in the way... unfortunately I'm not the sort who can put down my work until I'm completely satisfied with it (am I ever satisfied with it!?)<br/>I hope to be out and about much more this year after discovering the outside world last year!!<br/>I will write back to everyone who has written and hopefully I can put down my work and get writing soon! :-x :-x